Wednesday, June 1, 2016

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Do you ever get that numb feeling after you've finished crying loudly? Do you feel some kind of burning in your chest, wanting to scream because you can't turn back time?
I feel like the darkness is taking over me, like there's no way out. I was loved for a while, and then I woke up, realizing that it was just a dream.
I don't know if I'll ever go back to falling in love again. It's like a vicious circle, it just repeats and keeps breaking me like a piece of glass.
I can't take it. I wish you were still there, but it feels as if you've vanished, I just can't find you anymore. I don't even seem to recognize you. I'm starting to convince myself that I was dreaming when you loved me, when you kissed me and everything around stopped existing.
It was a dream. A fucking dream.