Dreams (don't) come true.

Based on the events that have happened in my life lately, I'm not sure if dreams come true or not.
Today I woke up crying. Why? Because I had the most beautiful dream and, unfortunately, I woke up to realize that it wasn't true. How I wish it was!
He was there, only two feet away from me, and then came closer to hug me, and tell me that he had missed me. Words that, obviously, he wouldn't have said to me in real life.
How awful is that? How come that people change so drastically that you only come to realize it later, when you need them the most. When they're not there.
This is one of those sweet dreams that will never come true. Apparently, dreams are meant to stay that way: Dreams.

That girl.

She had those eyes and that face through which you could read the truth. You could see how hurt she was, how many tears she'd shed, how lonely she had been lately. But you could also notice how perfectly she hid those feelings, by simply putting on a smile on her face.
How could you not love that girl?

I'm sorry (personal post)

This is a very personal post, so before you read it, make sure you want to waste your time with my issues.
Well, after everything that's happened in my social life outside the internet, I can only say that I've f*cked up. Yes. I've hurt too many people's feelings. I've promised them "a summer full of adventures", "a coffee everyday" but everything I've done was nothing.
I've hurt you. I've hurt her, them, lots of people. 
So everything I can say is that I'M SORRY! I'm sorry if I've ever made you feel unimportant to me. I'm sorry if I've left you alone. I'm sorry if I've made you think that my other friends are more important. The matter is, I'm becoming more mature everyday and I'm slowly realizing that I've put my faith into people who never deserved it. But now things are going to change. And I'll start by telling  everyone how much they mean to me.

I'm sorry!