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Do you ever get that numb feeling after you've finished crying loudly? Do you feel some kind of burning in your chest, wanting to scream because you can't turn back time?
I feel like the darkness is taking over me, like there's no way out. I was loved for a while, and then I woke up, realizing that it was just a dream.
I don't know if I'll ever go back to falling in love again. It's like a vicious circle, it just repeats and keeps breaking me like a piece of glass.
I can't take it. I wish you were still there, but it feels as if you've vanished, I just can't find you anymore. I don't even seem to recognize you. I'm starting to convince myself that I was dreaming when you loved me, when you kissed me and everything around stopped existing.
It was a dream. A fucking dream.

It's all in your mind.

Do you ever just lay on your bed and start contemplating about life? About everything that's happening to you? Do you ever just feel lost and hopeless about anything? 
Tell me. Do you ever think about suicide?
Do you ever consider taking your own life?
Because I do. Not because I'm depressed 24/7. But I got my moments too. Moments when I wonder if it's worth living and doing the things I do everyday. My life isn't that bad. I'm fine...but I hear those voices at night sometimes.
Voices of all the people who have made me feel miserable in the past. Voices inside my own head, telling me I'm not good enough.
Do you even know how it feels like going to sleep, scared of those creepy voices haunting you? Scared of nightmares?
I do. Lots of you people out there do, too. I understand. It's okay. You are not alone.
It's all in your mind. That's why you should never stop fighting.
xx.